So, I am actually trying to write about it. It still drives me nuts. First of all, I am glad that she is out of my life. There is not an iota of me that misses the friendship. She was a right-winger trash working in a school where she talked trash about her girl students. It was totally my fault that I didn’t build a boundary with her. I told her the man I liked was on Bumble and man, the rest as they say is a history. She did it because she was selfish. The friendship was totally one-sided. She did what she did and it cant be undone. She has no remorse or whatsoever. She is relaxed. She is fine. Like disrespecting and butchering your friend’s feelings is the most natural thing on earth to do. She doesn’t even know what she had done to my feelings. The word ‘ disrespect’ doesnt even exist in her dictionary.
I can’t write. But you know what I want ? I want to forget everything. I want to be surrounded by good friends who cant even think of doing what she did to me. I want to get over this experience.
Sleepless in Lucknow 